New Direction -----Rosemary McKinley--pub in Suffolk Times/March 19,2015
My
life plan was to continue teaching well into my 60's. I enjoyed working
with children and never minded the hard work that went into my
profession. Then my mother was battling cancer and I wanted to be by her
side when she needed me. Her time was short here on earth but I still
managed to be with her until the end by working around my teaching
schedule.
After
that sad event, I was flooded with thoughts of a change of heart about
my life. In order to ease my grief, I kept writing and expressing myself
every day. It was cathartic and freeing.
How did I want to spend my days? What was I waiting for? How much time did I have left?
I
made plans to retire and write full time. Years before I had attended
Columbia U Writing Institute to become a better writing teacher. Others
seemed to be there to improve their writing. That was not my intent but
it rubbed off on me. As I was writing every day along with my students, I
aspired to improve the quality of the work like they did.
I
went from the top of my game as a seasoned teacher to a fledgling
writer who knew nothing of the profession.It was humbling, challenging
and downright unnerving. I wanted to become a published author but had
absolutely no idea how to achieve that goal. I took a few writing
courses and subscribed to Poets and Writers to find places to submit my
work. I received a flood of rejections and it hurt my ego every single
time. All the same, I kept writing and submitting. In the early days, I
might receive one acceptance a year, along with a sea of rejections.
After I got over the initial shock of those rejections, I was determined
to succeed.
I
sent every submission snail mail eleven years ago and later learned how
to attach to an email. It was much easier and faster. Then I found
several free writers' newsletters that did much of the work of finding
places for submissions and provided writing advice on everything from
basic writing skills to marketing and promotional tips. My career took
an upturn. I began to receive acceptances, some were paid and some were
not but I was being published!
I
can say with a smile that I have succeeded in becoming a published
author after several years. I have two books published about the
beautiful North Fork and am working on a third about a whaler. Several
stories, articles, and poems have been published over the years and I
currently have two chapters in an anthology on Writing After Retirement.
It seems that many of us who have become writers as a second career
have the same challenges. It is comforting to know and embrace.